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SOMETIMES...

Sometimes it feels like choking on air

Sometimes it's the anxious feeling you get
But can you blame me ,
I have no one to share

People just become so indifferent
I got to know
But the price was all the friendships I had to let go
Deep down I try to convince myself
That all this is just a lie ,
a mere inconvenience or just a sigh

Sometimes all I want to do is cry
Sometimes I think how can I let go of a friendship so dear to my heart
But then I feel I should've been smart
But that just seems like an inevitable reply
To understand what was coming
because I thought all of that would be numbing

Sometimes I think did I even matter
Was I of the same importance to them as they were to me
But then I realize who am I to question
because always I was the second by

Nature feels like home people say
But don't humans do too

Hurts the fact that all of this was time bounded Only prominent difference there is left
Is that nature doesn't leave
It was a fragile little thing
It doesn't take always the reasons to be happy
And even with utmost care it would have
broken
Just like this one did Ironic how I used to say best friends forever
Because yes you were the best ,
gave homage but they say all good things end
But oh to the stars and back
So did this
I prayed and prayed to God in this diurnal track
That this would be forever and won't have a crack

Now I don't get angry anymore

But the thought of it lasting hurts badly

It was great while it lasted they say
But was that enough for you to give it all away
And all this time all I wanted was you to stay
In the end all I felt was gray
SRIYA SHAH
STUDENT - GRADE 10
People change they say
But when you did NAND VIDYA NIKETAN
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